So it wasn’t so bad. It definately wasn’t boring. I learned a few new things too. Was it worth $40? I don’t know. I don’t feel like a took a whole lot from it. I did decided that a six figure income isn’t worth it if I am going to become a b*&#%. You know what I mean. We’ll see if what I learned works.

I like to try new things like numerology. I am not really sure if I believe in it or not. A standard Numerology Horoscope is suppose to be 3 times more precise then an astrological one. So I had to try this out.

First, I got way more information than I wanted to know about myself. Your life path number is derived from your birth date and it reveals the opportunities and challenges in your life.

Here’s what they got right : I am a peacemaker. I am extremely sensitive, perceptive, and bit shy. I am patient (most of the time and definitely this gets tried with Madison) and cooperative. I work well in groups and find harmony among diverse opinions. My ego bruises easily and I can make too much of someone else’s thoughtless remarks or criticisms. I run from confrontation to avoid a battle. My awareness, diplomatic skills, and organizational talents give me the ability to bring off difficult tasks. I need security and comfort, quiet settings, and the company of loved ones. I am a perfectionist when it comes to my home (not so much) and work environment (definitely). I am a fine companion and possess a good sense of humor. Friends seek me out for your calming and peaceful company. I am a safe haven to other sensitive people, who recognize your compassion and understanding

Here’s what they didn’t get right: I have to soul of an artist (what does that mean anyway). I have an eye for beauty and fine sense of balance and rhythm. I have healing capabilities, especially in such fields as massage, acupuncture, physical therapy, and counseling.

That’s not too shabby. Next, I looked at my birth day number. This is suppose to show my special talent (I didn’t really think I had any).

Here’s what they said: “You are highly sensitive and very impressionable. You possess great awareness and can sense the feelings of others, even when they try to hide their inner thoughts. Consequently, you are easily influenced by your environment. You are highly emotional as well, which makes you all the more subject to the changing winds within your surroundings. All of this creates a great need to develop and maintain your own center. Once you have accomplished this task, life will become more manageable and less threatening. You are especially moved by beauty, harmony, and love. You give affection and need much in return. You especially need physical affection, that is, plenty of hugs and warmth. You like to spend time with family and friends. You are a cooperative partner and hate to be alone. Your talent lies in your keen insight and your willingness act as an advisor to those who are able to wield power. You operate best as “the power behind the throne”. You are less an initiator than one who sees a project through to completion. You are good with details, not much escapes your attention. You are modest, diplomatic and polite. You have the ability to persuade others to your point of view by using gentle means. You are brilliant at making others think they are brilliant. Your high sensitivity makes you aware of other peoples feelings. You also act considerately. You must develop the ability to truly see how necessary you are to the success of any enterprise you enter. You are the glue that binds projects together. Speak up for yourself when necessary, but learn to quietly go about your business, confident in the fact that you are fundamental to any success.”

I copied it in its entirety because that explains me to a tee. Maybe there is something to this.

So we signed up with Earthlink on Sept. 15th. I was told 2 weeks and we should be flipped over. Yeah, right. Called yesterday and was told to call today. Called today and still have no ETA. They are waiting on AT&T. That is crap. I don’t blame Earthlink. I have changed phone companies before and this is the same crap I had to deal with before with them. It just stinks. I am now paying $50 a month for my DSL (instead of $14.95 when I was under contract). I could just scream. I now have to all again on Monday. Like I don’t have a life.

I need this. I have no sense of direction. Being that I am not originally from Illinois, I tend to get lost very easily. It use to be somewhat okay, because I had a cell phone. I would call Bill upset, and he would direct me home (or wherever I was going). Since I was pregnant with Madison, I have not had a cell phone. Now, when I get lost, I am on my own. I have been trying to talk Bill into a GPS system for my car. It would evenbe tax deductable because of my lia sophia business. I even found a sat nav and gps forum to help me along. Let’s just say it hasn’t worked yet(but Christmas is coming).

Your Brain’s Pattern

Your brain is always looking for the connections in life. You always amaze your friends by figuring out things first. You’re also good at connecting people - and often play match maker. You see the world in fluid, flexible terms. Nothing is black or white.

What Pattern Is Your Brain?