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I think I am going to die

That is how bad I feel right now.  I woke up at 1 am this morning to the worst pain I have ever had.  This pain is probably the equivalent of having a baby or a kidney stone (both of which I have had).  The worse part — it is in my breast.  (warning:  body parts conversation about to ensue).  I pumped at 1 and cried the entire time (and anyone who know me know I don’t cry — ever).  I then tried to go back to bed.  I put a moist heating pad on my breast and laid in bed and cried until 5.  I did some research and all I came up with was mastisis and a clogged duct.  Problem is, I don’t have all the symptoms for either one.  At 5, I finally remember that I have 600 mg of Ibuprofin left from when I had Will, so I took one of those.  I also pumped in extreme pain for 45 minutes.  My doctor’s office does not open until 9, so I had to suck it up till then.  When I did get ahold of them, they told me to monitor my symptoms and call back at 12 (which I did).  She told me that they were having problems getting ahold of the dr and that she would call me back when she did.  About 1:10, she called me back and said since I was not running a fever I most likely just had a clogged duct.  I should keep taking the Ibuprofin and if I spiked a fever, I needed to call.

2 o’clock rolled around and we had to take Will to his pediatric cardiologist appointment.  I took my temp again and it was 100.3.  Instead of calling the doctor, we went to Will’s appointment.  I know, typical mom.  His health is more important than mine.  🙂  Good news, the heart murmur is normal one and they are not concerned at all.  We have to go back in 5 months, so they can recheck.  However, they told me not to worry about it.

It was about 4 by the time we got home and my temp was about 97.9.  So I still didn’t call.  I pumped, ate something, and went to bed.  I woke up about 8:30 pm and pumped and took my temp.  I am now running a 101.3 fever.  I had the doctor paged and  she decided to call me a prescription for antibiotics in.  Being that I pump, I should not have mastis.  However, something is definitely going on.  If my fever does not go down in the next 4 hours, I will be going to the emergency room tonight.  What a great way to spend the 4th!

I’ll take any advice that anyone has!

12 thoughts on “I think I am going to die”

  1. My temp went up to 101.7 and they are currently trying to control it with Tylenol. Needless to say that this ruined my pas for the 4th.

  2. Hmm.. I would say more bed rest but my parents always tell me to get up and exercise. (which doesn't help by the way). When I get a fever I usually sleep until my body automatically wakes up and when I do I feel much better. Drink lots of water. Eat the right food… more bland stuff because it will calm your stomach.. and drink all your medicine… and do something fun a little.. like watch a movie in bed, it's comforting.

    Well I hope you feel better!

  3. This does not sound right or good. I would be headed to the emerg dept anyway. Better to be safe than sorry. Hope your feeling better!

  4. Oh dear… um I don't know what I would do except see the doctor! Obviously comparing myself in your situation is hard as I don't pump – nor need to at the moment

    I hope you get it sorted out because thats very worrying!

  5. i don't understand why haven't you went to the emergency room at the first place. if you feel that much pain you should go no matter what

  6. I would go to your doctor it sounds like you could have an infection. I am glad to hear that Will's heart mumur is normal.

  7. Mr. Generalized Anxi

    I don't know how to start ! normally you should approach your family doctor then you have take proper medic ions for the illness, i think its should not be big trouble to you, i hope it will cure as soon as possible,

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